[26 Dec 2009|02:44am] cross_outheyes when did some of my friends turn into fucking monsters? watching you change is disheartening, but i won't let it get to me. it's just a shame to see someone rip a beautiful relationship into fucking pieces, but i guess i'm not one to talk. post comment

[21 Dec 2009|03:18am] cross_outheyes nothing is lingering more in this house than i am, except maybe a smell or a silence. there's some sort of fulfillment i've been habitually developing through the process of emptiness. how can i lose a lost friend? i keep getting pushed away by the emptiest of people. what have i to do? nothing, because i am one of these empty, rotten, and pathetic fools who disregard their childhood-like morals for mistaken, regrettable, impartial decisions. we've cut off our lenses of time to a range of 24 hours before and after this very moment. we want so badly stability that will eventually fall beneath us. we reject in order to compensate for when we've been rejected. if i am solely another step on your ladder leading upwards, i will quickly let you fall. and to those who are my steps, please hate and curse me as much as i hate and curse myself. post comment

so long livejournal [20 Dec 2009|03:33pm] __magazines i'm officially moved to tumblr, keep following ;-* alexmariesnow.tumblr.com post comment

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